11 th Ramadhan 1425H
Ramadhan daily Doa :O Allah, on this day,
make me love goodness,
and dislike corruption and disobedience,
bar me from anger and the fire [of Hell],
by Your help, O the helper of those who seek help.
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You've been there for me whenever i need you. Sometimes up to 15hrs a day ...You don't 'talked' back even if you are tired . You brought cool breeze to the room, you brought cool breeze into my life.
I can't remembered when exactly you came into my life.. but i'm sure you had been there since i was in my late teens (mum and dad bought you into our home after we shifted to Hougang ,then later to Tampines and lastly mum willing to be apart from you so that you could then 'serve' me in my own home here. .. yes you've been there to witness all those happier , sadness , memorable times in my life. Since my late teens till now i'm a married woman with 3 kids..you have been there with me all along.
As years passes by ..there were more of your 'friends' in my home; but they were not as 'loyal' as you. they often 'gave up' after a couple of year...mayb because they were not as 'durable ','hardworking' and 'strong' as you. Of course once in a while you do felt 'sick' but after a 'rest' you're back to normal . You kept quiet when my kids..especially my lil irfan...'abused' you...' pushing and poking your body' too hard .You just kept working as per normal .
Then ...After being with me for about 12 years ...last saturday ..you finally 'gave up'. You're too exhausted to even 'turned ' up for worked . You were too 'sick' to informed me what's wrong with you.You tried and tried again to be 'on service' for me ..but the illness finally won the battle...you let off 'burned smell' ...... I had tried to 'save ' you but your illness was too serious...no choice i had to let you go. All of us were sad to see you gone....you were too special to us. We can't bear to 'dismissed' you..so now you just 'stand ' there in one corner of our house till we could finally willing to be 'apart' from you.
Thank you for your service ...You will always be in my memories. You are my hero !
Thank you to my ' National Standing Fan'. May you rest in peace..* wink wink*
